I think, therefore I am: beautiful in a simple, smiling kind of a way velvety, underfoot, a little something to remember me by
Let me ease your heart with bard songs that bring sweet nothings to mind
Carry me close, sprinkle me with sugar and I will garnish your days, a lion-hearted darling gracing the garden with a flourish of loamy, bright color-splash
Oh the humble pansy! So ubiquitous, so nice. Thanks for reading!
delicate purple sweetness, pipe your secrets in my ear sing to me while I bury my face in your perfume the essence of something so far away in my memory I can barely see it on the horizon but it approaches at a run, swift as a river washing over my senses as I close my eyes and breathe it in
Portobello Road (I think! it was a long time ago), London | 35mm film photo by author
Pride of parks and roundabouts in Britain where Wordsworth waxed ecstatic in his regard of those yellow hosts
Bright faces perking up the lawns of New York after a dreary endless winter waving in the breeze like so many flags pointing toward warmer days trumpeting a new season
I never noticed their absence in the south, dazzled instead by the yellow face in the sky imposing a presence stronger than any waving gilded field beating the soil with warmth for longer than a short-lived chivalrous heart can bear
Daffodils don’t really bloom in Texas, not without some serious cultivation, and it doesn’t seem like anybody bothers to plant them – not that I have seen, anyway. We don’t really have the climate that suits them, with spring starting not only early but with a big warm bang. I think of them more as the type of flower that gives you a hint that maybe, just MAYBE, sometime in the next few weeks you might be able to take off your jacket. Anyway they were everywhere in the UK and so nice to look at. Also if you’ve never read Wordsworth’s excellent poem, you should. Thanks for reading!
After spending over a year hemming and hawing, an email from Medium reminding me my membership was fixing to auto-renew finally galvanized my decision to leave there. I’m sorry to do it, because I met some wonderful people and the community atmosphere amongst the poets is – for the most part – tremendous, but at the end of the day I am spread too thin being on multiple platforms, and if I have to choose I’d rather it be one that belongs only to me, rather than feeling like I am under the watchful brow of a parent organization. Granted, I don’t make money here on WordPress, but it would take me months of writing on Medium to earn enough for a trip to Starbucks. So, there ya go – lucky y’all (haha) are the only ones who get to read what drivel I push upon the world!
PS I didn’t delete my account, I just became a non-member. Because it’s entirely possible I’ll go back one day. Never say never.
I can feel myself opening back up to the creative journey. Maybe it’s the onset of summer, maybe the latest difficult period has run its course, maybe it’s the movement of the spheres, but I can feel the shell cracking and letting in a little light again. To that end, I hauled out a bunch of books (pictured above) to help jump-start the process. I have a little book on creativity that came either from Lomography with a Diana camera thing I purchased a couple of years ago, or it was in a Scribbler box, but anyway I started scribbling all over it and that got the ball rolling. You never know what will do it.
Also this book. . . . .
. . . . spoke the loudest to me and I’ve started working my way through it. When I’ve had a long dry & empty spell, I need a guided experience to unblock the channels and start me on the path again. The first exercise has to do with staring at yourself in the mirror – YIKES I do not find that fun, but I did it.
To end my rambling, here’s a little poem I got up from the piano to write the other day. Inspiration is starting to hit again at the most unlikely times. . . .
11th May
Today is a to-do, a now and all that yesterday stuff is like the memory of a sunset that time at that place with those people whose faces have faded like your old jeans that finally ripped in an indecent spot and it was a shame to throw them out but sometimes you just have to let go and move on
the divide of hours has a good reason and plenty of purpose the tense of a verb can bring you back to time and remind you of the gift, like a sunrise, that is right now, today that grand new TO-DO
Neighborly, she always says hello keeping a garden of tidy inspiration from her motorized chair Her smiles light the air that surrounds her, a heartfelt message of sisterhood arcing the distance between us with the swiftness of a blossom pushing out to announce the arrival of spring
Hardy, she has weathered life with the persistence of a kernel’d bulb, resisting the devastation of frost, blooming again because she can
I have a lovely neighbor named Iris who is mobility impaired, who has a garden that is almost as lovely as her smile, and who I love to talk to whenever I get the chance. This poem is for her. Thank you for reading!
sometimes healer a bumpy belly in a purple skirt a little hat, sunshade daisy cousin joy bringer friend to the triple B: they can’t resist you and neither can I
Somehow I don’t possess a single image of a coneflower – I need to change that. Thanks for reading!
sleep bringer down a dark hall where banshees lurk white not from purity but the sear of eternity burning behind the eyelids of escaping man
red blood of valiance soldier cloaks soaked in sacrificial glory a field of men sown in battle, marked with the kiss of war. Take your last look, Ares; make your last escape
For this flower poem I played with the two colors of poppy (are there more than two??) and their various meanings / uses. Thank you for reading!
I don’t think these are actually buttercups, but when I was a kid that’s what we called them | Instax wide photo by author
Litte frogs hopping along by the water, as you wish, growing wilder by the day in May
My chin will tell the truth: stick after stick of your namesake disappears in the kitchen, but we don’t welcome you there unless tamed and sad in a jar trail free, little leapers, in a spill of sunshine across the open field
May flower mania continues! Thank you for reading!
Says Bee, with glee: John Jacob, is that you? . . . . Ah me, I see, I mistook you for Daisy. Butterfly and I came flying by, for a quick visit. Whatever your name is, we think you’re sweet, and could play in your purple frills all day.
Channeling Emily here – plus how great is the suit on the guy in the photo?? It’s an old photo, but then again by now this is also an old poem! Thank you for reading!
Round Rock, TX | Medium format film photo by author
waves of blue following the highway’s undulation a lupine ribbon drawn across the hill country brought on by autumn rains a sky-shadow trailing underneath the stars
official mascot of the vernal season protected, revered immortalized in every art especially family photos where posing groups leave behind flattened sections soon to be filled by flattened patties left by the soft-eyed grazers whose great warm lips enjoy this new offering each spring
Texans know this one well! I grew up reading Tomie dePaola’s Legend of the Bluebonnet, and it haunts me still. Here’s the legend if y’all are unfamiliar with it. Thank you for reading!