The Man Asleep at the Library

Local Library | Ondu pinhole photo by author

slumped, socks and flipflops
snacks nearby, a can of wolf brand chili
his backpack stashed under a table
a corner chair, upstairs
snoring lightly in the quiet section

an exhausted seat of questions:
does his bed not suit?
does he have one?
what four walls, or lack
thereof, give him no rest?
if he needed help,
would he ask for it?
or would he go on a’snooze,
hiding out in the more
comfortable realm of
broken down dreams?


Stuff and things that went through my head one afternoon hanging out at the library. Thanks for reading!

June

iPhone photo by author, Hipstamatic app

At dusk the birds have
a lot to say to each other
everybody has a lot of
catching up to do, after
their busy days

Perched together at last,
there are meals to recount,
close calls with danger
(in the form of snakes,
or cars, or cats)
new friends made,
who has hatchlings and
who is still waiting

The evening fills up with
their noisy chatty banter,
so inviting and enticing,
but we can’t join in
or even really relate,
since in the joyfulness
of their avian life
it all comes out as a song


Just a little something I wrote sitting out on my patio the other night. Hope y’all are having a happy summer so far! Thanks for reading!

Wreckers

Kimbell Art Museum, Ft Worth, TX | Turner exhibition 2022 | 35mm film photo by author

Shore birds with the
arms and legs of industry
rushing gush for tidal plunder
half blinded drowned
by beating spray
steam and groan
on the horizon with the
heave ho of group effort
always the sea will
return to wash over
what remains


This is the final ekphrastic poem from the exhibition of Turner paintings at the Kimbell Art Museum earlier this year. HERE you can see the painting this poem is based on. Thank you for reading!

The Ariel

Kimbell Art Museum, Ft Worth, TX | Turner exhibition, 2022 | 35mm film photo by author

Lashing out, fair rations
the slap and sting
of salt waves mixed
with snow
ice and fire, a cold burn
swirl and tumult of
upturned cargo and souls
nearly foundering
with progress breathless
for the suffrage of a new life


This is the second of three ekphrastic poems I wrote at the Kimbell Art Museum during their exhibition of Turner paintings earlier this year. THIS is the painting the poem is based on. Thanks for reading!

Waterloo

Kimbell Art Museum, Ft Worth, TX | Turner Exhibition, 2022 | 35mm film image by author

The field of death illuminated
Light suspended, in suspension
pigment in medium,
applied, brushed and varnished
but not glossed – so much loss
at what cost
By their own light
those who could not fight
search for signs of life

Wandering in suspension
the crowds pass in
muted tones, hushed and dim
making their own inspection
frame by frame
mostly weighed by age
and time, and glossed
by the wonder of art’s rime


This is the first of three ekphrastic poems that I’m going to share from the trip my daughter and I made to see an exhibition of Turner paintings at the Kimbell Art Museum earlier this year. THIS is the painting that the poem is based on. Thank you for reading!

Missing

Dad, September 2020 | 35mm kodak film (photo by author)

He sits in his usual place, a sturdy ocean of calm waiting. Heavy repose rests, stoic, in his lap, unperturbed by the silence humming in his drums. Gone is the beat that fanned the fire, the flames from his mouth; someone turned off the gas that combusted in his internal engine.

A stroke of bad luck. A rogue droplet, bent upon mischief, scrambled all his eggs. Now a handful of pills dully keep the leftovers warm.

The old stubborn ox put out to pasture, the bull wandering away, while we venture into the neighborhood to plaster up missing signs. Have you seen him? How is he? We look and look. He is there. He is not there.


In honor of Father’s Day, and my Dad’s 81st birthday (which is today!) I decided to share this prose poem I wrote a while back as a prompt response on Medium. If you’ve been following my blog, you’ve probably read me talking about how my Dad had a major stroke in 2020. I try not to let myself think about his current condition or how drastically different he is now from before; when I consider the reality of it, it makes me so sad that I can easily lose sight of the fact that he is still here with us, which feels like nothing short of a miracle.

I know that lots of people say to hug your loved ones, forgive them quick as you can for any grievances between you, life is short and precious, etc and all that blibbety blah those words can be eye-rollers, but for me it’s all so true. My Dad used to exasperate me to no end; now, I would give anything for just 5 minutes with him pestering me like he used to. Things can change quickly, y’all! In my family we have this lesson before us to be grateful for what you have because you never know when it might be swept away.

Happy Father’s Day, all you Dads! Here’s to a day of whatever makes you happy, even (especially) if it’s telling groaner jokes and being obnoxious on purpose.

Live from the beach – a video prompt

Port Aransas, TX

The beach is a poem
In sand and sun, waves and time
A poem without words


Greetings from the beach! How about this – what if the video at the top of this post was a poem prompt? I don’t need it now, because I am there, but I’ll need it when I’m back home and daydreaming about the tide. Want to write to the video? Go for it!

Fog

Ladybird Johnson Wildflower Center | digital photo by author (using a lensbaby lens)

The night fog
dampens sound
weighs it down
so it can’t rise
to tap at the
window pane or
whisper shout
in my ear

The night fog
turns normal nine
into mysterious
midnight
secrets
breathing on
the glass to
expose ghost
writing left
behind by
unseen fingers
letters lingering
in the dust
for time to find

The night fog
hides darkness
and throws back
light, a shock
of gloss through
the frosted mist
that fights
the odds to
point the way
forward

Just outside
the circle,
silence lingers


Another poem about the night! Thanks for reading!