In Translation | The Space In Between

Medium format film photo by author

The empty space between two people
where everything gets lost
venom floats in the supercharged atmosphere
of an argument ready to ignite

Words unspoken float in between rooms
fill up vacant seats in cars and restaurants
become the hollow pillow of regret next to you
in the bed while through the open window
lost letters drift falling in fat lazy flakes
that soak in when they melt

I had a thought
for a moment it was right there
on the tip of my tongue but we vacillated
through our languages and it was caught
by a mistimed breath carried away through
a crack in the floor
a well-placed stitch can save nine
but what we once whispered is now gone
lost in the translation


On life and relationships and arguments I wish I hadn’t had. . . . .

Through a Pinhole

Lake Sommerville State Park, TX | Ondu pinhole photo by author

the prick of a pin
opens the darkened chamber
to light — suffices
with a broad embrace
releases the pressure
from obscurity, and softly
focuses the desire to create

what our ancestors knew
we refine, from raw to raw
in matchboxes, beer cans,
tea tins, even books

the lightest touch
with piercing and tape
bridges the divide
flings wide the gate


A little poem for World Pinhole Photography Day! I wrote an article praising the technique on Medium; here’s a link where you can read it. Thanks, readers!

Ideal | On Not Waiting for Perfection

Georgetown, TX | medium format film image by author

They keep Ideal on the top shelf
I stand on my tip toes, I still can’t reach
it takes a stack of chairs, topped with a pile of books
it takes stealth, so they don’t catch me at it
even at the top, it evades my grasp

I push against the cabinet
sweat and shove to knock it down
but it won’t budge
I try throwing things: big, little, light, heavy
Always I miss the mark
I try this for a long time
Someone passes by and laughs
so at last I walk away

Later, I saw Ideal on the street
passing by so close I could have
grabbed on to its coat tails
I noticed chips in its gilded veneer
ragged ends to its fine sleeves

I noticed my view had changed
Ideal walked on without a glance
I turned back to where I was headed
flipped up my collar
kept going my own way



This poem from my Medium archive was a response to Samantha Lazar’s Sky Collection Prompt #18, galvanized by the quote

“If I waited for perfection, I would never write a word.”

Margaret Atwood.

Perfection has trolled me my whole life, like a shadow that I don’t want to turn around and face. I try to run away, but it’s always there!

Bask | The Whiskered Exposition of a Verb

The Family Queen | 35mm film photo by author

She flips and flops
a furry sponge soaking up the sun
seeking fiery heat inside or out
maintaining a constant state of roast
inside and out
hot to the touch
pat the pet and watch her glow


This poem was in response to a verb prompt. How about those whiskers? The old girl is 100% pampered, 100% loved, 100% of the time. I’m allergic to cats so this is the first one I’ve had the pleasure to really know, and I’m so thankful for her presence in my life (and house) for the past decade!

Me Time | A Mother’s Limerick

Ondu pinhole self portrait | film photo by author

Reading in bed, what delight!
Yet this “me” time is never quite right
For as soon as I lay
I’m so pooped from the day
It’s as if someone snuffed out the light.



The grammar stickler in me worries that the use of “lay” is improper; I’ve left it, however, because of the rhyme. Where are my fellow mamas – hands up, and high five!

Rabbit

iPhone photo by author (Hipstamatic app)

In the dusk of an Easter weekend
while nature held its breath
in vigil vigilant
the Saturday gloom of evening
gathered fistfuls of the
overabundant growth that
lined the path

Trees and brambles breathed
pressing in on either side
anticipating dawn’s fresh
dew of renewal
even while night prepared to fall

The briars offered up a rabbit
wily, listening
navigating the open void
between two sides of the road
for a moment, still,
then gone in a fluff and puff
back into the leafy garden
springtime born


This poem is in response to a weekly writing prompt I read on LadyJabberwocky’s blog. Thank you for reading! Y’all check out her blog and try the prompts!

Bang | The Tale of a Nail

Cyanotype print (by the author)

The fine point of truth that joins
turning the refinement of forest titans
into the resolute skeleton that shelters
whole orchards of human souls
piecing the perching place of birds
together into the plane of refreshment

The spike that needs a strike to do its job
pneumatic’s fire, or hammer’s pound
upon the blunter end will do the trick
holding treasures to walls
stringing light from rooftops
poking holes that bind
disappearing within
leaving behind only
the gleam of a round face


This poem was in response to a prompt by JD Harms on Medium. Y’all check out his work! Thank you for reading!

Song

Dance to your own drum, sing in your own key

Medium format film self portrait, September 5, 2019 (photograph by the author)

I sing the song of America, my country, sweet land
the clay from which I was made
where my ancestors sailed before there was an island to receive them
and again, later, leaving their names upon the island’s wall
Believers, all of them
in the promise of freedom and rebirth
with passion enough to join a revolution
to stand up for the stricken
with courage enough
to weather the tyrant’s Tower

I sing the song of Texas, the proud state that raised me
for the hometown much maligned
for my grandparents, forging south
Believers, all of them
in our ability to strive and achieve
I sing for the hope that burns like a fire in the heart
stacking hard work and perseverance
layer on layer, year on year
for love, the mortar to hold the life of a family together
that produced a name to stand behind
and the treasure that grows the more it is given away
like a lucky penny in my pocket

I sing for the memory of the individuals who built this place
in their humanity, in all their triumphs and defeats
in their trials and errors, their rights and wrongs
I hear them singing back
how we are all one in our successes and failures
how the tides from this turbulent sea of liberty
rush out from our shores to touch the hands of the world
how the prize we seek hides like a pearl
not in the shell of desire
but in the glowing mantle of compassion and duty
I sing, because I still believe in the dream


This is the third poem in my series 3 at 43 – singing the song of another year of me. . . . from a couple years ago now. Self portrait photos plus self portrait poems! Thank you for reading!

Prompt | Prompted to promptly respond to a prompt (sometimes)

Central Park, 2012, Hasselblad 500cm and Kodak Tri-X (photograph by the author)

Poked by a prompt
the shrill of an alarm
a slight jab at the sleeper
maybe it will prompt me
to poke others
who were waiting to awaken
whether they knew it or not
too much hibernation should be
promptly remedied
generate a little buzz
toss it out there and watch
the ripples ruffling feathers
truncating forty winks
nudge, nudge
nap time is over


Oh how I do love a provocative prompt! Who doesn’t? This poem was in response to something or another on Medium, I forget what since it was a couple of years ago. Thank you for reading!