Cyano-lumen print by author (Eyes – from the Body Botanic)
Daisy of the plains, a wash of sunshine in the ditch, beside the highway where the tractors don’t mow in the month of April, letting Susan butter up every eye that spies her, waving to motorists, blissfully unaware of the punch that left her named for a shiner
Cyanolumen print by author (not of foxglove; I’m not sure what flower it was)
Fairie tricks ring the dead men’s bells heartbeat secrets no tongue can tell a thimble-full to tame the blood a double dose brings sleeping floods to tame his madness, deaf with pain impassioned, driven, yellow-faint the genius Dutchman’s pallet tells where myth meets rumor, logic fails bowing woodland hiding place proud pink trumpets make your face
There’s a VanGogh reference in this poem . . . . that I had to look upbecause I wrote it a year ago! Thanks for reading!
at a bed and breakfast in the Catskills, lost somewhere between 1985 and a lump of sorrow in the throat, there it was on the plate: little edible pink petals, next to the fresh scrambled eggs:
local cluckers and garden bounty served by a man who drifted through time and opened his house to the likes of us: two idiots who later came back with a baby and then later had no more laters together
I don’t remember: how did it taste? The eggs were a little bit of heaven fluff whipped and forced into service, but the chickens seemed happy, and the garden outlasted what was promised to be forever
Caddo Lake forest trail | medium format film photo by author
I can still hear her voice talking about them, blooming like a bright gentle flower from the bushes along the greens and fairways sweet and slow as a southern afternoon, spiced up like the wine-soaked pork chops and etouffet she loved to make
I can still feel her hands, floral with lotion and soft as butterfly’s wings, plus almost as fragile, navigating the click of knitting needles and crochet hooks, lap billowing with the ever-increaside tide of blankets that gushed from her old-fashioned, polite generosity
I can still hear the porch screen door slam on its spring, and the earthy pound of horses outside in the paddock, while birds cracked seed and cicadas sang us into another sultry Louisiana night
This poem pretends to be about Azaleas – but really it’s about my maternal grandmother, my Grand-mere – whose voice spoke the name of those flowers with the most beautiful music. She loved golf, she loved nature; she would always talk about watching The Masters each spring. Born in New Orleans, for many years she lived on my Uncle’s horse farm in Coushatta; I would visit her there every summer and the memory of it is as fresh now as if I had last been there yesterday instead of over 20 years ago. The photograph you see at the top is the closest thing I could find to resemble the wild beautiful landscape there.
the field is a constellation of color a vast universe dotted with petal’d stars where harvesters buzz like bees armed with scissors for take-home delights that don’t last the crystal autumn sky watches without emotion throwing down rays of dust to nourish the future, who buds in quiet industry in spite of the invading hoards
This poem is about the field of zinnias at a pumpkin patch that operates as a cut-your-own-bouquetattraction. I couldn’t find a photograph of it (my hard drive just bit the dust – argh) so you’re having to settle for making your own mental image instead. Thank you for reading!
Instax wide photo by author (not of marigolds, but they ARE yellow.. . )
buttoned up with meaning, like clockwork in the sky throughout the year, a garland of desire like a field of bristling suns gravely marching to do their business with the great beyond, equal to both sides of life’s coin:
weddings and funerals joy and loss
take it or leave it, stuff your pockets full of gold
I can’t think of marigolds without thinking about that old movie Monsoon Wedding, and the friend of mine who said that it reminded of her of her own wedding. Where I live now, they take on a new meaning, cropping up outside every store for Dia de Los Muertos. . . . Thanks for reading!
bittersweet early bloomer drunk on the blood of winter swollen in the sleeping soil to thrust a graceful, frilled neck that soaks up the delight of the sun intoxicating passers by to swoon in half-sorrow longing
the perfume cuts through the air like an errant discus thrown and then struck by the jealous wind so sweetness springs from the grave where youth fell, to sorrow-seed the fallow ground
Santa Fe, New Mexico (not geraniums) | 35mm film photo by author
comfort kisses, here in this terracotta pot window seat with a view a sprawling forest of brick walls in countless kitchens, the urban jungle brightened with a touch of the pretend: no one cooks here, but if they did there’s balm for knife-slips in these leaves, just don’t mix them up with the take-out
my daughter read an article on rabies that scared the wits out of her, so I am thinking about all the wild things marauding out there in the ghostly super light
the earth’s shadow scrapes its way across her face a raw red nail turning the white lamp of the night into blood and rust breathing portents across space and time writing its own cautionary tale across the sky
in the articles of motherhood no one says how to soothe irrational fears after they have outgrown hugs and lullabies
what bedtime stories can I tell besides the truth, besides do not be afraid? even the lilies and sparrows face nature boldly every day they sleep through the moon’s fickle folklore awakening refreshed again with each new morning
Who else watched the total lunar eclipse last night? I was too excited about it and had to stay up to see totality – it was worth it. Who else has a kiddo that scares themselves reading random articles online, then refuses any kind of rational consolation??